I am contented

Really. With my new fangirling stuff, I believe I am happier? =p

Of course I am now married bu everything as though it's in place. I don't have to worry or think too much now. =D

.....

I think I need a break from my mind. Yesterday I was in total depressed partly because I was at home all day, watching some depressing drama. If I have known, I won't watch that drama. ><>< Nowadays, even at work, it's like that, careless. Haiz.

On top of that, someone in Japan actually saw Haruma but I guess it's ok cos I am here and he is there, we are definitely miles apart so I am not so sad about it. :p

Then I met my hubby at night as I have not actually talked to him properly since I am back from my trip.
We talked about having kids and applying for flat. I just felt so bad about the whole thing. I think I don't deserve all these. >< I am just a person who wants to have everything placed in front of my face nice and neat and don't do anything!

I am just a bad person, girl, woman and wife!

Great News!!

I got promoted!! :D Actually it's not that of a great deal but I am happy that at least my 'hard' work paid off! :D :D :D


More money to save and I can on my trips without any worries!!

Gotta work harder now!!! That means less time on surfing...

Hmm

Just now I went to lunch with my colleagues and we talked about my vacations. XD
and of cos my wedding plans etc.

I am totally clueless about my wedding plans.

I thought I will take step by step. But then they told me to sort out with my hubby before it goes out of hand.

But true enough, I am totally clueless about what I am supposed to do.

I know I have been saving $$ but seems like it isn't enough or maybe I have spending too much on my vacations (but I need one! though I am going for 2).

I am abit regretting now but everything has been settled (oh shit I need to print out my travel itinerary)

Oh well, I just hope that I can at least get an agent to kick the ball rolling by scouting apartments for us.

As for the dinner, renovation etc, I will shift it till the house is settled (at least).

But how much time do I have to save that kind of money? I dunno.

Perhaps I need to talk it out to my hubby which I think I will have a hard time. ><

做一个能忍耐的人..

Not that easy. But it's possible as long as you think that it's not too overboard.

But most or some people just don't understand. Perhaps I have already learnt the art but still there are some things I have to go through here and yak it all out.

Learn to give and take perhaps will make you a better person when it comes to things that are unbearable to others.

There are so many unfair things in this world and if you keep comparing, there will be no end.

And if you keep thinking selfishly, self-centredly, probably, you will end up with nobody beside you.

Temp staff Part 2

Haha. The other day I went to my colleague's house to see her new born baby.

We talked about him. Yes. Then I found out that he is an A-level grad! Oh my..I think he is around 26? 25? Can't remember. But what is shocking to me is that he has been an A-level grad for so many years and yet he didn't try for poly or other Unis?

I don't know what's the reason but I can't bring myself to like him (as a person) actually. Heh.

Probably his actions where he will make some clear throat noises (which an old man will do) or with his 1000 degree specs and high waist pants.

Whatever it is, the weirdest person I have ever seen. OH! I found his khaki at my house. This man maybe around 40s? dressed and walked exactly like him! It's a miracle to find 2 persons almost the same.

礼轻情义重

Do you know what is the meaning?

I feel like posting in my personal blog but then feel that I shall cross-post it.

A lot of times I wish to tell my friends not to have this kind of arrangement where you buy presents for each other on their birthdays.

I gotten mine for the past few years but I have not used them. :p

My friends are nice enough to buy me presents but sometimes when the presents are not up to my liking, it gets wasted and become a white elephant.

Yeah I am choosy, picky whatever you may say but I just want to put the message across by not wasting money to buy presents that I don't need. ><

Maybe I shall propose to have a wishlist. :p

I want an ipod (I can afford it but I have too many commitments).

I don't know but what can I expect in return by forking that kind of money? I don't know. Probably nothing.

I rather want a treat than a present, I love to eat but when it comes to things/presents, I would prefer to buy on my own or make a wishlist.