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I think I need a break from my mind. Yesterday I was in total depressed partly because I was at home all day, watching some depressing drama. If I have known, I won't watch that drama. ><>< Nowadays, even at work, it's like that, careless. Haiz.

On top of that, someone in Japan actually saw Haruma but I guess it's ok cos I am here and he is there, we are definitely miles apart so I am not so sad about it. :p

Then I met my hubby at night as I have not actually talked to him properly since I am back from my trip.
We talked about having kids and applying for flat. I just felt so bad about the whole thing. I think I don't deserve all these. >< I am just a person who wants to have everything placed in front of my face nice and neat and don't do anything!

I am just a bad person, girl, woman and wife!