Emotional?

I realise that after falling in love, having a bf, getting married. I am not that person.

I am sometimes full of emotion.

I can cry while watching a tv drama, especially wrt family relationship.

The lyrics in songs can touch me, not just any typical song which I normally will care for the melody when first listen to the song.

But all these my hubby will never get to understand, he is totally opposite of me which I think it's ok cos guys are meant to be like that.

They are 'heartless'. XD

Here is my favourite song when I get depressed by my then bf, now hubby. Hehe.

I totally love the lyrics.

第二個自己
詞:陳鎮川
曲:薛忠銘
編曲:周恆毅
這是我們走在一起的第三個夏天
聊起我來還那麼膚淺
總愛對人炫耀我的微笑有多麼甜
卻不曾看到我另一面

我喜歡冬天 喜歡音樂 喜歡冒險
別總以為 你愛的 就是全世界

我只好偷偷藏起 第二個自己
轉載來自 ※Mojim.com 魔鏡歌詞網
沒關係 對你畢竟 沒有意義
我願為你去學習 忘記自己
繼續努力 就活得像你愛的

是否會在你將不在愛我的那一天
我已經換了陌生的臉
原來可以因為愛上一個人而改變
還要求自己不該埋怨

我其實任性 其實愛哭 其實靦腆
是你以為你暸解 我的全世界

Credit: http://mojim.com/tw46135.htm

Temp staff

I have a weird-looking temp staff here. He is a guy, don't think he is above 20.

But he is weird. He likes to keep looking at girls!

I don't know about his upbringing and character but shouldn't a guy be taught all these?

I guess is that no one actually feedback to him about this or probably he knows.

But then I think if he were to enter the working world, it will be hard for him.

Social wise, he fails.

He doesn't speak properly, his speech is slurred, he acts weird, he looks at girls in details.

PS: I think my hubby that time also did this to me. He keep looking at me but then I didn't think that he is interested in me but just find him weird. XD

My 'wonderful' co-worker

He reminds me of a high school teenager who refuses to obey the 'law' or rules in school. Heh.

The meeting is redundant, yes.

A waste of time, yes.

But what can we do? We work for the company, we can do nothing but to obey them.

Work given to us, we can do nothing but to do it. (Then I will have to do it for him. Duh.)

Can we turn around and say, no, this is not our job and heck care?

I don't know but I can say that I can't work with someone who can't even obey the simple rules.

He is an efficient, great worker but all he cares is praise and doesn't want to attend meetings when called, doesn't want to do this, do that.

I really don't know about him. Obviously, he is not suitable for this company. Fullstop.

PS: I really want to bitch about him but no, I rather not. Maybe next time, I will be bitching about having to take over his duties! ><

Haruma sickness

The more I see him, the more I like him. Of course part of it is that he is young and 'pretty' (no one can deny).
Other than that, he is mature (though he is only 18) and knows what he wants and probably doesn't give himself too much stress to handle the huge amount of work given to him.

He is much more younger than me but I already admire him like the way I admire Namie. XD

Unbelieveable but yes, I want to support him all the way.

PS: He look very cute in his latest photobook! =D

A Friend..

She has a bf!! Finally...I feel happy for her..she is a nice girl...especially fun-loving (though my hubby keep making fun of her appearance - this make me angry). I really enjoyed my poly days with her.

We have been friends since poly. Though we did not chat with each other personally but she has always bring us fun and laughter whenever we meet.

She said that I had broken the curse as we group of 5 girls have not had a bf since we became classmates and friends way back in 1997.

I am the first one to have a bf and get married.

So yeah, I am hoping that she will find her own happiness. =D
一定要幸福喔,佩云!

PS: rumors that Namie is going to Taiwan to hold her concert next year! *keep my fingers crossed* I think I will be saving up money! XD

Random Thoughts

Sometimes I feel like I am out of this world. I am totally into the internet world.

If I post something on the internet eg forums, (I don't care if someone actually post in my blog but of course, I will be happy. =p ) I will expect someone to reply on it, of cos.

Suddenly I thought of Bloody Monday's plot, I think it's in episode 3? A woman who is dying of a deadly virus, actually posted a comment saying that she will be dying soon. Yet those 'people' used nasty comments to reply her message.

I wonder when am I about to die, will people actually care? I mean those people on the internet?

I don't know but I know people here are of great warmth, but then I think I destroyed the 'friendship' myself. ><

I guess it's not really good to build up a personal relationship with them eh? ><

Finally settled?

Not quite. We are still in the midst of finding a house of our own. I don't rush for it.

If we can get one, it will be good, that means, more spending. ><

So I can say that I am prepared for it.

I am going to spend a lot of money on doing up my own house.

Not quite excited as usual but a bit worried. Haha. My usual self.

Here are the pictures. I think they are ugly indoors. Oh, I don't like to see myself alot. ><

http://www.flickr.com/photos/19080686@N07/

New Life?

This will be my new 'home'.

One of the ways to vent anger is writing blog/thoughts.

Recently just gotten ROMed.

Shall post my pictures later.

Will post again when I am free! =)

Moving house....

I wonder if there are any readers to my previous blog... ><

This is my old blog. I don't know how to move it so I guess I won't delete it anyway.

http://hisashi79.bravejournal.com/